Trying to run Before Walking and Guilt

I had the greatest moment with my baby girl a few days ago.  She is officially trying to start running, yeah I said running.  She gets so excited that she can actually hold on to things and walk now that when my husband or I come in the room she tries to get to us as quickly as possible and ends up falling.  So far so good, no boo boo's yet other than at the day care. 

I am still loving my new job, but I have those days where I feel so guilty about Lizzy being in day care and I really miss her during the day.  I love the fact that when I pick her up they tell me the new things that she is doing, but it also breaks my heart to know I missed that moment in her life.  I know I will see it, but I didn't get to see it first.  Although I know I am providing a quality of life for Lizzy that she might not have not attending day care it still gets to me some days.

It's going to be a mommy daughter day on Sunday because hubby has duty, one of the many jobs of the military that people don't know about.  I enjoy those moments, but I know my husband sure does miss Elizabeth when he is at work.